late at night

i feel things have changed.. i dont know what is it.is it because i hav tink too much again?or my feelings are right?y do i feel tis way?i cant find any answer.and i dun need any too.only one tink im very sure.and that is i love her and will not want to leave her.no matter what happen.i need to be e master of my brain,temper and feeling.time and effort are e best ways to straighten my thoughts and let the water flows..

love..

lack of love now....

i dun know how to let her know what im mad about.and she does not understand how i feel..but i have to do something about myself.because i cant lose her... she is far more important to me than im to her..she is still unhappy with me..when can the rainbow come out..